On 10-10-10 it feels like it's the perfect day ever,, I had the time ov my life <3 and Mr. Mess seems to had fun tonight ;P
and he doesnt regret it @ all yaay :D
Monday, October 11, 2010
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Break!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
What's Love?
Since we were children we used to hear I Love You word!
Our moms say it, our dads say it, movies, Cartoons, Adult say it. we hear it everywhere.. Some people say " I am into you", other people say " I care about you", while other say " I am falling for you" all these jargons leads to The Jargon that called LOVE! but have you ever wonder what's Love?!
It says: " It is the feeling when you get a butterfly in your stomach when you see the one you love". It is also says: " It is that twitch you experience when your eyes accidently crossed with the eyes of the one you love". Where I say frankly, there is no particular definition for Love thingy. In the matter of fact, there is no Love at all. LOVE word is just like April Fool. You hear it, Live the feeling ( moment), taste it, Sounds delicious huh! Yummy isn't it? and suddenly BANG!! When it's gone you "ma suger" realize that you'v been Punk'd Sorry ><
and there is no lovely pure teazzy squeezy feelin' that called Love!
Hy, I am not A pistimistic person, nor trying to be harsh on you my beloved reader. I am just trying to be rational here and tell you the sour truth so you don't get Punk'd when you get into a sweet Slip-On relationship next time. The ship you'll Sail it alone at the end of the day :/. It's true that I said in my pervious post that I will dream for big, I will dream for Love. But when I wrote that statement I meant Loving-ma-self. To protect my dignity, my modesty, my integrity to be Rapped from another creepy Unfaithful guy :)
They say your Fingers are not the same so don't stereotype MEN! but I say they are.
Just remove the middle Finger and all remain the same. (The thumb and Pinky are not account :PpP~)
The bottom line is.. Girl before you Love someone and get into a deep serious relationship. A ship that you would sail in and which will leads you to the shore, may be alone may be with someone who truely Loves you.
LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE YOURSELF.<3
It is the best Policy;)
xoxo
Serena
Our moms say it, our dads say it, movies, Cartoons, Adult say it. we hear it everywhere.. Some people say " I am into you", other people say " I care about you", while other say " I am falling for you" all these jargons leads to The Jargon that called LOVE! but have you ever wonder what's Love?!
It says: " It is the feeling when you get a butterfly in your stomach when you see the one you love". It is also says: " It is that twitch you experience when your eyes accidently crossed with the eyes of the one you love". Where I say frankly, there is no particular definition for Love thingy. In the matter of fact, there is no Love at all. LOVE word is just like April Fool. You hear it, Live the feeling ( moment), taste it, Sounds delicious huh! Yummy isn't it? and suddenly BANG!! When it's gone you "ma suger" realize that you'v been Punk'd Sorry ><
and there is no lovely pure teazzy squeezy feelin' that called Love!
Hy, I am not A pistimistic person, nor trying to be harsh on you my beloved reader. I am just trying to be rational here and tell you the sour truth so you don't get Punk'd when you get into a sweet Slip-On relationship next time. The ship you'll Sail it alone at the end of the day :/. It's true that I said in my pervious post that I will dream for big, I will dream for Love. But when I wrote that statement I meant Loving-ma-self. To protect my dignity, my modesty, my integrity to be Rapped from another creepy Unfaithful guy :)
They say your Fingers are not the same so don't stereotype MEN! but I say they are.
Just remove the middle Finger and all remain the same. (The thumb and Pinky are not account :PpP~)
The bottom line is.. Girl before you Love someone and get into a deep serious relationship. A ship that you would sail in and which will leads you to the shore, may be alone may be with someone who truely Loves you.
LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE YOURSELF.<3
It is the best Policy;)
xoxo
Serena
Saturday, April 10, 2010
I used to walk tall
We all have wishes. And when we wish, we wish for big things..
Some wish to have a lovely family, while others wish to be successful in life. Some wish their dreams come true and some wish to live happily ever after and that's why they "Pursuit their Happyness". But my only wish is...to walk tall again.
I used to walk tall, see folk's heads, but now I only see their legs and feet. Since my ex left me a part of me gone and till now I am trying to heal myself by myself. My best friend start to become careless and I can't talk to him about any of my feelings because I'll always be judge as " Drama Queen Girl" and that made a part of me vanish away. I'v become half of my total tall. My BFF starting to fade away!!
I barely hear her voice, we became like strangers talking through the phone saying "Hi....BYE" and what's in between doesn't account. :/
Now I am sure you know which level of shortness I'v reached. It's just like that, everytime I care about someone, she/he vanish like a blurry cloud in the sky.. It's either they slowly disappear or yell at my face "STOP CARING ABOUT ME".
Honestly, relationships doesn't get deep to me, and since then I don't believe in love!! at least not now, not in this world. May be someday in the near future I'll see things from another perspective!
So, from now on.. I'll wish again. And this time I'll wish for a big thing..
I'll wish for TRUE, HONEST LOVE <3
xoxo
Serena
Some wish to have a lovely family, while others wish to be successful in life. Some wish their dreams come true and some wish to live happily ever after and that's why they "Pursuit their Happyness". But my only wish is...to walk tall again.
I used to walk tall, see folk's heads, but now I only see their legs and feet. Since my ex left me a part of me gone and till now I am trying to heal myself by myself. My best friend start to become careless and I can't talk to him about any of my feelings because I'll always be judge as " Drama Queen Girl" and that made a part of me vanish away. I'v become half of my total tall. My BFF starting to fade away!!
I barely hear her voice, we became like strangers talking through the phone saying "Hi....BYE" and what's in between doesn't account. :/
Now I am sure you know which level of shortness I'v reached. It's just like that, everytime I care about someone, she/he vanish like a blurry cloud in the sky.. It's either they slowly disappear or yell at my face "STOP CARING ABOUT ME".
Honestly, relationships doesn't get deep to me, and since then I don't believe in love!! at least not now, not in this world. May be someday in the near future I'll see things from another perspective!
So, from now on.. I'll wish again. And this time I'll wish for a big thing..
I'll wish for TRUE, HONEST LOVE <3
xoxo
Serena
Thursday, February 18, 2010
All at once..
I didn't realize how the days pass fastly till the vacation is almost over!!
Tonight is Wedensday night, only 2-days left and I start school. I really didn't have that part that called "FUN" in the past few days. All I did in this vacation is LAUNDRY :S as my mom away for her OWN vacation I was responsible for doing the laundry for the whole vacation :( yet I had a lil time on my own =), hmmm actually doing Laundry, dishes, reading a book and doing some housework give you some space for your own, keeps you busy and clear up your mind. I in this vacation or it's an Off-week basicly grew up a bit ;). I knew that my EX Officailly got married and it wasn't a joke as my friend thought, thu I feel happy for him.. from now on I wont cry over him it is OFFICALLY OVER!! =D
I moved on. Period.
Tonight, I had so much fun xD
I haged out with my sisters and cousins. We went shopping for a while because tmw we have wedding :PpP~ and then we went to have diner at Chilis xD and this was the fun part of the night LOOL
My cousins didn't let any guy alone LMFAO XD
every guy they pass by they say hi and start a silly ROFL conversation. Even the police :| they talked to them LOL
One stupid guy was driving his car and he stopped it suddenly as soon as he saw us.
he asked: who have Dimples?
My cousin tured her back and said: Me with a big smile =D
He said back: Would you marry me?
WE ALL ROOOFLLLED XD
He asked again where are you from? Bahrain?
She said: Bahrain
he said: Muharrag?
she replyed back: Muharrag
Then the guy said: Al Rufa'a?
She said: Al Rufa'a
He said: Fdeetch << a word like I love you but a bit softer
LOOOOOOOOOOL that was silly and rofl at the same time because he was trying to know where exactly she is from by listing Bahrain's cities while she was saying just like what he is saying XD
I wish the vacation doesn't end if it will be like this always :P
xoxo
Tonight is Wedensday night, only 2-days left and I start school. I really didn't have that part that called "FUN" in the past few days. All I did in this vacation is LAUNDRY :S as my mom away for her OWN vacation I was responsible for doing the laundry for the whole vacation :( yet I had a lil time on my own =), hmmm actually doing Laundry, dishes, reading a book and doing some housework give you some space for your own, keeps you busy and clear up your mind. I in this vacation or it's an Off-week basicly grew up a bit ;). I knew that my EX Officailly got married and it wasn't a joke as my friend thought, thu I feel happy for him.. from now on I wont cry over him it is OFFICALLY OVER!! =D
I moved on. Period.
Tonight, I had so much fun xD
I haged out with my sisters and cousins. We went shopping for a while because tmw we have wedding :PpP~ and then we went to have diner at Chilis xD and this was the fun part of the night LOOL
My cousins didn't let any guy alone LMFAO XD
every guy they pass by they say hi and start a silly ROFL conversation. Even the police :| they talked to them LOL
One stupid guy was driving his car and he stopped it suddenly as soon as he saw us.
he asked: who have Dimples?
My cousin tured her back and said: Me with a big smile =D
He said back: Would you marry me?
WE ALL ROOOFLLLED XD
He asked again where are you from? Bahrain?
She said: Bahrain
he said: Muharrag?
she replyed back: Muharrag
Then the guy said: Al Rufa'a?
She said: Al Rufa'a
He said: Fdeetch << a word like I love you but a bit softer
LOOOOOOOOOOL that was silly and rofl at the same time because he was trying to know where exactly she is from by listing Bahrain's cities while she was saying just like what he is saying XD
I wish the vacation doesn't end if it will be like this always :P
xoxo
Friday, February 12, 2010
My EX Just Got MARRIED..!!
-_- What else I suppose to say?
After a relationship that last 2 years or so, and after a soft break up I just found out that my "EX" got married!!??
What a surprize :O
I have no freaking idea why would I be mad since he broke up with me :/ but it still hurt :( it's been almost 9 monthes since he's gone.. put I still miss him like hell, I still love him and I still cry over him every time he cross my mind.
But one thing that remain which is good memory!!
Paul: I am too old for you!
Me: Silent -_-
P:you have a long life to go through, you are pretty, sacsy, young girl << with his British accent.
Me: (still silent) with a smile on my face and a sad glance.
He: you know that I love you but long distant relationships never last.
Me: Ya you right << :| Heloo girl u gotta say sth else say sth different :/.. Just take the nerve and speak up say what's inside you :O
Him: with an amazing glance that took my breath away and a Charming smile, you so sweet<< a pat on back and Scans on the head.
Me Moronically: U know what? If I ever went to England I am going to seek for you everywhere, even If I had to knock every sigle door in England<< GOSH I AM so Stupid :|
P: You Rock the world!! :D
that was a conversation 10 monthes ago.
I promise him no one will ever get into my heart it is all yours, I will not love again 3 no matter what!
I thought he thinks of me every night before he go to sleep just like I do, saying Gd night Zee Just as I do.. but unfortunatly, it turns out the opposite Totally the opposite :(
Now as valentine is coming soon,, all I have to say is: Congrats my Ex for getting marred, Congrats for finding your ture love eventually, Congrats for settling and making a family =).. I am happy as long as you are happy.
Wish you the best and wish you a happy valentine's Day, with your new partner.
P.S My heart rest in peace :')
After a relationship that last 2 years or so, and after a soft break up I just found out that my "EX" got married!!??
What a surprize :O
I have no freaking idea why would I be mad since he broke up with me :/ but it still hurt :( it's been almost 9 monthes since he's gone.. put I still miss him like hell, I still love him and I still cry over him every time he cross my mind.
But one thing that remain which is good memory!!
Paul: I am too old for you!
Me: Silent -_-
P:you have a long life to go through, you are pretty, sacsy, young girl << with his British accent.
Me: (still silent) with a smile on my face and a sad glance.
He: you know that I love you but long distant relationships never last.
Me: Ya you right << :| Heloo girl u gotta say sth else say sth different :/.. Just take the nerve and speak up say what's inside you :O
Him: with an amazing glance that took my breath away and a Charming smile, you so sweet<< a pat on back and Scans on the head.
Me Moronically: U know what? If I ever went to England I am going to seek for you everywhere, even If I had to knock every sigle door in England<< GOSH I AM so Stupid :|
P: You Rock the world!! :D
that was a conversation 10 monthes ago.
I promise him no one will ever get into my heart it is all yours, I will not love again 3 no matter what!
I thought he thinks of me every night before he go to sleep just like I do, saying Gd night Zee Just as I do.. but unfortunatly, it turns out the opposite Totally the opposite :(
Now as valentine is coming soon,, all I have to say is: Congrats my Ex for getting marred, Congrats for finding your ture love eventually, Congrats for settling and making a family =).. I am happy as long as you are happy.
Wish you the best and wish you a happy valentine's Day, with your new partner.
P.S My heart rest in peace :')
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Let's not say goodbye..
Today was the last day of my first semester in Uni, Okii I'll admit it I will miss my friends :/ eventhough we will catch up once in a while @ uni but still :S
My IELTS exam went well Ellllllllllyyyyyy :D I got the highest mark :P okii now I can say I AM A NERD kiiik
as soon as Nicole <3 told me I got the highest mark above all, I couldn't stop dancing in the halls XD I felt hyper :O I was like OMG OMG OMG!! HELL NO WAY that I got it I honestly was amazed!!!!
As it was the last day @ uni we spent the whole day together, I took my baby CANON with meeh (A) and we went crazzzzzzzzyyy!!
Today when we were sitting in the food court I was asking gurls: Gals what are you planing to do for the valentine day?? since we have got no boyfriends nor lovers xD
I saw a sadness glance from WAFA cause she recently got out of a relationship :/ and I felt sorry for her :( but on the contrary Rehab was hyper and she was lafffffffffing like crazy XD << she just got out of one too @@!
So, we decided to do a singlehood party XD << ppl who do not have BFs too u r most welcome to joine us :P I believe we gonna have fun :P
SOO!! guys wt are you up to for the Valentine day? :P
My IELTS exam went well Ellllllllllyyyyyy :D I got the highest mark :P okii now I can say I AM A NERD kiiik
as soon as Nicole <3 told me I got the highest mark above all, I couldn't stop dancing in the halls XD I felt hyper :O I was like OMG OMG OMG!! HELL NO WAY that I got it I honestly was amazed!!!!
As it was the last day @ uni we spent the whole day together, I took my baby CANON with meeh (A) and we went crazzzzzzzzyyy!!
Today when we were sitting in the food court I was asking gurls: Gals what are you planing to do for the valentine day?? since we have got no boyfriends nor lovers xD
I saw a sadness glance from WAFA cause she recently got out of a relationship :/ and I felt sorry for her :( but on the contrary Rehab was hyper and she was lafffffffffing like crazy XD << she just got out of one too @@!
So, we decided to do a singlehood party XD << ppl who do not have BFs too u r most welcome to joine us :P I believe we gonna have fun :P
SOO!! guys wt are you up to for the Valentine day? :P
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