I used to walk tall

We all have wishes. And when we wish, we wish for big things..
Some wish to have a lovely family, while others wish to be successful in life. Some wish their dreams come true and some wish to live happily ever after and that's why they "Pursuit their Happyness". But my only wish is...to walk tall again.
I used to walk tall, see folk's heads, but now I only see their legs and feet. Since my ex left me a part of me gone and till now I am trying to heal myself by myself. My best friend start to become careless and I can't talk to him about any of my feelings because I'll always be judge as " Drama Queen Girl" and that made a part of me vanish away. I'v become half of my total tall. My BFF starting to fade away!!
I barely hear her voice, we became like strangers talking through the phone saying "Hi....BYE" and what's in between doesn't account. :/
Now I am sure you know which level of shortness I'v reached. It's just like that, everytime I care about someone, she/he vanish like a blurry cloud in the sky.. It's either they slowly disappear or yell at my face "STOP CARING ABOUT ME".

Honestly, relationships doesn't get deep to me, and since then I don't believe in love!! at least not now, not in this world. May be someday in the near future I'll see things from another perspective!
So, from now on.. I'll wish again. And this time I'll wish for a big thing..

I'll wish for TRUE, HONEST LOVE <3

xoxo
Serena