What's Love?

Since we were children we used to hear I Love You word!
Our moms say it, our dads say it, movies, Cartoons, Adult say it. we hear it everywhere.. Some people say " I am into you", other people say " I care about you", while other say " I am falling for you" all these jargons leads to The Jargon that called LOVE! but have you ever wonder what's Love?!
It says: " It is the feeling when you get a butterfly in your stomach when you see the one you love". It is also says: " It is that twitch you experience when your eyes accidently crossed with the eyes of the one you love". Where I say frankly, there is no particular definition for Love thingy. In the matter of fact, there is no Love at all. LOVE word is just like April Fool. You hear it, Live the feeling ( moment), taste it, Sounds delicious huh! Yummy isn't it? and suddenly BANG!! When it's gone you "ma suger" realize that you'v been Punk'd Sorry ><
and there is no lovely pure teazzy squeezy feelin' that called Love!

Hy, I am not A pistimistic person, nor trying to be harsh on you my beloved reader. I am just trying to be rational here and tell you the sour truth so you don't get Punk'd when you get into a sweet Slip-On relationship next time. The ship you'll Sail it alone at the end of the day :/. It's true that I said in my pervious post that I will dream for big, I will dream for Love. But when I wrote that statement I meant Loving-ma-self. To protect my dignity, my modesty, my integrity to be Rapped from another creepy Unfaithful guy :)
They say your Fingers are not the same so don't stereotype MEN! but I say they are.
Just remove the middle Finger and all remain the same. (The thumb and Pinky are not account :PpP~)

The bottom line is.. Girl before you Love someone and get into a deep serious relationship. A ship that you would sail in and which will leads you to the shore, may be alone may be with someone who truely Loves you.

LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE YOURSELF.<3

It is the best Policy;)
xoxo
Serena

I used to walk tall

We all have wishes. And when we wish, we wish for big things..
Some wish to have a lovely family, while others wish to be successful in life. Some wish their dreams come true and some wish to live happily ever after and that's why they "Pursuit their Happyness". But my only wish is...to walk tall again.
I used to walk tall, see folk's heads, but now I only see their legs and feet. Since my ex left me a part of me gone and till now I am trying to heal myself by myself. My best friend start to become careless and I can't talk to him about any of my feelings because I'll always be judge as " Drama Queen Girl" and that made a part of me vanish away. I'v become half of my total tall. My BFF starting to fade away!!
I barely hear her voice, we became like strangers talking through the phone saying "Hi....BYE" and what's in between doesn't account. :/
Now I am sure you know which level of shortness I'v reached. It's just like that, everytime I care about someone, she/he vanish like a blurry cloud in the sky.. It's either they slowly disappear or yell at my face "STOP CARING ABOUT ME".

Honestly, relationships doesn't get deep to me, and since then I don't believe in love!! at least not now, not in this world. May be someday in the near future I'll see things from another perspective!
So, from now on.. I'll wish again. And this time I'll wish for a big thing..

I'll wish for TRUE, HONEST LOVE <3

xoxo
Serena